No life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone.
—The Blue Man, Five People We Meet in Heaven. - Mitch Albom
I seriously think company keeps people whose status like mine on “reserve” so i can be used the following day like today!
Getting the very sian feeling of having to work, and hitting a crackpot like this with the minimum allowance, oh man, don’t feel like going haha.
Oh well, hope time faster than it is now. Judging that it seems like it is slowly creeping the tick tock away.
Another EIGHTEEN more days to go. Highly excited to meet my very loved one. The one who will be spending most of my life and his together.
I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH.
till the day we meet. xxx
Had a very good sleepover at the chan’s residence after like a million years. Watched two movies, the comedy Miller family and horror Oculus. Hell. The ending was like a disappointment. We had little idea why it ended that way. But nonetheless, “We’re the Millers” was so entertaining.
The only shock I receive the next day upon waking was how my weekend just zoomed past like a hurricane! And Sunday is here to say hi and bye.
Enjoyed my weekend, and may time goes by faster too so I can visit the dearest man on the other side of the earth.
Thoughts can’t stop running through my mind. What is it that I truly want to achieve in this lifetime?
Realizing that I don’t have much time now, this is the prime and I should be at my peak. But honestly, I’m not happy with what I am now. I don’t even know what I’m doing.
Missing you every single moment till we see each other again. Dating in another place you call home for now.
Current location: further from home yet not any nearer to you.
The bustle of the city roads, that Chinese man standing there waiting for us to load our bags, hurriedly, I handed my bag over and boarded the bus. Engine starts revving and the vehicle gave a hard shake before we start moving. Chatters going on around me, whispers and laughters. A few of them simply plugged in their earphones and faded into a world of their own. As I look out the window, I wondered, so this is Shanghai… What exactly is significant that I will remember how it looks like or that I have actually been here before? I knew nothing about this place. I was prepared to come to work, have a proper rest at least and head back home for a warm dinner with the family.
Hearing about the plans of others tempted me a little. But I have my notes to read, I shall not be wavered.
Life, is simply not simple. I have difficulties understanding why and how some people behave despite knowing the consequences. And sometimes, one simply do not have any control even if it is the emotions within oneself.
It is thought that I should feel and behave positively to attract the positive energy in life. However, the more I try to pump this joy, the more things tend to backfire. When I take a slightly more neutral stance, I am treated better in return. Or is there another saying that goes: “expectations lead to disappointment.”