When you see things like a half-full of cup, you see hope, goals within your mean, contentment, and more of nice stuff. Of course the opposite also means the bad stuff.
Do you know what a half-empty cup person view you? Naivety. Shallow. Low expectations.
It just dawned on me how life is perceived easily with some motivational speech, moral support or even peer pressure. The very same words can have two meanings behind it.
Who deserves some hugs? *raise both hands* *swings both arms* *shouts “ME” and “YOU”*
Had one of the least stressful week for this course I’m going through. THANKS.
The grams big day this weekend and I’m having dinner together with them tomorrow! Looking forward. (Still fretting over a gift to buy)
it’s terribly annoying how every time i wna log in i need a token. same goes for any other ibanking services.
sometimes my posts just seem like they are a summary of bad days. but i can tell you the start of this week is no bright future. it’s a hell of a monday; long, draggy, disciplinary, regimental. blehh.
we can’t help but feel even more beaten down. so weird right, coming from a bunch of jokers and bargirls. THE SPIRIT IS NOW GONE.
test again tmr, com skills again on day7/ everyday is a packed day.
can i have some self-compliment? haha, perhaps the monday was so blue that ppl realised how sunny a sun i may be.
give me some hugs.
Excursion day Two.
Went visiting on location set. On the job training will come soon. News of our first and second was out Thurs night. Somewhat excited and scared. I’m scared of comms skills test too. It’s either a pass/fail paper. I really don’t wna see anyone of us getting separated.
Talking about #fiftyshadesofgrey reminded me of the yettocome movie. Really can’t wait for it to be out. I have so much expectations for it, better not disappoint me. *aww* Christian Grey…
Zoo vs. SEA Aquarium.
Right till this moment, I love the zoo so much I can keep visiting it. SEAA is like any regular underwater world experience that hasn’t shown me the potential it carries.
Part one. Down.
One of the heavy loads off our shoulders. So glad we pulled through today. Now i’m really feeling lucky how we have the very supportive in-charge. She’s so damn nice I swear. Not to mention how together as a group we help each other.
I feel myself changing. Like everyday/ Idk what kind of me will be shaped at the end of the term.
I like how things are going now. Some bitching indefinitely.
A question was posted to us last week. With regards to the course so far, pros and cons. Didn’t really thought of the negative feedbacks. As we dive deeper, we actually see a lot flaws. Kinda ones we can’t talk about.
I can’t help but feel some people tends to appear fake. How we are treated like a kid too.. I feel like the way they handle us recruits is not what we do to others. It’s somewhat too regimental for a firm like this.
For a person who hardly mingles well like me, I can’t help but feel happy to be so now.
TOTALLY a school day. +excursion
CIP program. Buddy system. Cultural talk.
Day was so long and so tiring. Coming home everyday tired and somewhat motivated on the way home to study. but the moment I stepped out of shower it’s like a totally relaxed me just wanting to crash.
it’s true when they say they are the bitches. no matter how hard you try to be nice. it always comes out fake with zero sincerity. how can we trust you man.
Second part of cultural talk tmr. Please let it be Lulu-fied. totally need some Noose mood injected. SO DRYYYYYYYy.
one of the rough patches.
Everyday on my way home or out i’ll just tell myself to pen down my thoughts. Literally pen or head to tumblr, but it never happen. PROCRASTINATE!!! so much so much. Have yet to open that damn file and start studying. Following is Monday alr. This week is like a freaking short week to pass. CNY monday blues, fast Tues, outing Wed, whataboutTHURS? and Hello VISA Friday.
there goes the week.
check back soon. got to really keep myself close to tspace. oh btw, Mr Brown Brownie went missing just the day before CNY, and it’s back home now. Lucky boy.
back to prepping for the next day. x
Lacquered nails, formal wear, sleek bunny bun. It’s all gna change from tmr onwards. Anticipating the new, yet terrified at the same time. will they be like those I’ve met, or the ones i expected. queazy fuzzy. please find me a friend, a companion for the next couple of months at least. thereafter, i believe I’m confident enough to decide if more building needs to be done, or another reno.
all the best baby, and let the new chapter begins. x
Far away from home.
the closest point of asia from where i stand now, is japan. living under another’s roof is never comfortable for me. what’s more sharing a room. i miss all the privacy i used to have.
i miss home.
i miss people,
I realized it’s barely two weeks? something like that. time seemed to be moving very fast. but so slow still. sometimes at some point of time i have regrets making this decision to be alone in a faraway land with hardly any decision power.
i miss the boy back home. he’s probably the only hope i have now to change the way things are.
That’s exactly exactly how I’m feeling thinking of the very long awaited yet impromptu decision that’s been made to execute.
Maybe because I have very limited resources to offer. Idk how I’m gna survive this process myself. Not knowing what to expect because I didn’t plan for it exactly. It’s just like you plan the first leap, and then having no control or whatsoever thereafter. That can of free falling that sends a mild shiver.
The bad thing about being so honest with yourself is simply a pain to bear. It’s not exactly that people will understand you or even try to. People just learn to escape. And the transparency online is equally turn off. They just judge you.
Lines between people.
There’s a very big difference being loved and to love.
The one whom we knew the closest since young. The one who go the extra mile of being a nice man to his family and friends. The cheerful yet tired person, shouldering all responsibilities he assume.
There is so much more I could have done to thank you for all the love you shared, the effort you took to take care of us. Never will I ever forget all the little things you did and sacrifices you have made for everyone around you. Without you, the family would not be complete.
Though you might have left us now, we believe you will find serenity at a better place with lesser sufferings. Wait for us, we will meet again next time. Neither will anyone of us forget you. You were the best uncle in my life, and always will be. May you rest well for now.
Lots of love,