Far away from home.
the closest point of asia from where i stand now, is japan. living under another’s roof is never comfortable for me. what’s more sharing a room. i miss all the privacy i used to have.
i miss home.
i miss people,
I realized it’s barely two weeks? something like that. time seemed to be moving very fast. but so slow still. sometimes at some point of time i have regrets making this decision to be alone in a faraway land with hardly any decision power.
i miss the boy back home. he’s probably the only hope i have now to change the way things are.
That’s exactly exactly how I’m feeling thinking of the very long awaited yet impromptu decision that’s been made to execute.
Maybe because I have very limited resources to offer. Idk how I’m gna survive this process myself. Not knowing what to expect because I didn’t plan for it exactly. It’s just like you plan the first leap, and then having no control or whatsoever thereafter. That can of free falling that sends a mild shiver.
The bad thing about being so honest with yourself is simply a pain to bear. It’s not exactly that people will understand you or even try to. People just learn to escape. And the transparency online is equally turn off. They just judge you.
Lines between people.
There’s a very big difference being loved and to love.
The one whom we knew the closest since young. The one who go the extra mile of being a nice man to his family and friends. The cheerful yet tired person, shouldering all responsibilities he assume.
There is so much more I could have done to thank you for all the love you shared, the effort you took to take care of us. Never will I ever forget all the little things you did and sacrifices you have made for everyone around you. Without you, the family would not be complete.
Though you might have left us now, we believe you will find serenity at a better place with lesser sufferings. Wait for us, we will meet again next time. Neither will anyone of us forget you. You were the best uncle in my life, and always will be. May you rest well for now.
Lots of love,
MY BLOG POSTS HAVEN’T BEEN COMING UP AT ALL. >.<
Urg. Bad shoot.
I can’t help but feel irritated with the annoying photographer who got my graduation shoot done in a shabby manner. My robe was untidy and especially that hood thing. It’s so totally off my shoulders and he said good. Stupid fogey. My mum hates him at the thought of it.
No wonder my dad asked if I wanted to do another round of shoot. I haven’t realize it then. Pissssssss. And now I don’t feel like traveling all the way there to get my photo. Can’t they just freaking call a courier service to do it?
Bad Picture Me studio at UE Square.
Lose that pound!
That is so right. Ha, about to shed some kilos with the kilo-buddy! This diet is so strict that I will have trouble eating out with people. Bzz. But luckily it is just a 14-day diet plan. HAHA.
And I hope to lose just about another 2-5kg. HOPEFULLY.
Pictures are showing the chubby side of me already. And friends are also starting to tell me how “good” I look with the extra chubs. Getting on my nerves. So firstly, I altered my three meals of the day, I need to also add in more exercises!! But the thing is I really hate the idea of getting out of the house to run. Lots of excuses; from the rain to the sun, to the period and the aches. *SIGHS*
I am kinda loving my breakfast: YOGURT + Oatmeal. ;D *YUMS*
High fibre + protein, minmal carbohydrates! —> MANTRA.
Overall, I am suppose to stick to low or best ANTI-carbs diet so my body starts burning my fats for fuel. Because apparently, read it off somewhere on Women’s Health, if the body has no carbohydrates to burn for fuel, it will start to look into the stored fats for energy!! So, that is what I am going to do! As little carbs as possible and burn off ALL MY FATS! HAHA.
HOPE THIS 14-DAY WILL PASS BY LIKE A BREEZEEEEE~
Time for a wrapping up of 2012.
It’s been so long since I last visited this space. Tons of happenings. From school to finals and finally completing everything. Just when I thought we could settle down, some things just have to crop up out of nowhere to shake us up a little.
Sometimes I cannot really understand the thoughts behind people’s actions. And I really wish I could solve problems revolving around me. But, I’m quite helpless now.
Then again, the last few festivals of the year was rather well-spent. Xmas and New Year’s Eve with the best boyfriend though still unromantic but very much lovable, and the usual besties.